W.H.Y

• WHY i cant study on my own without other ppl ask me to or a day before exam
• WHY i cant make reading a hobby
• WHY i have nothing that can compete with other ppl
• WHY i cant control myself from sticking with the computer
• WHY i cannot do whatever i want
• WHY i have to always be a loser to other
• WHY other ppl always look me as a Joker
• WHY my attitude is so childish
• WHY i'm so useless
• WHY i'm so stupid
• WHY i always feel alone when im in college
• WHY ...( many more) ...

hmm... this blog is actually a secret or a place to let me write whatecer bullshit around ... is juz my feeling place here , therefore i din let other ppl to know about that... y ? em... i don actually know ... haha... juz a nice sweet place to let me write something about my feeling, my life , thing happened around ... well and something juz for fun ....

our great voice luciano pavarotti had dead ... sad for the world ...

ps.(i guess u are the only 1 reading XD)

first time...

first time i c my father so mad about me ... i know that i hav class next day , but i cant stop myself , i decided to went out with them , so im not blaming anyone it is my own responsible ... my father take back the cheque which was my college fee... he ask me to go and find a job to work on it since im not care for mine study ... many is because my father dare me to giv him back the cheque , ( usually ppl dare me and i really do it although it is a mad things) ... i giv back him the cheque ... is this for real ? i really hope not but if my father really tired about this i guess i hav no choice , i don wan to let him worry anyway but i ... cant hold myself!.... sad