Diary

sat 2.19am

after the accident happened a month ago, and now i get back my car but i am very scare now. especially driving on the night, the previous image like keep appearing in front of my vision. i am so scare of driving now, but its a good thing isn't it because it is safety first.

now i really wondering do i really love the girl, i do not wish to chase a girl if i don really like her, because if i success then our relationship might had a very hard time. if i do not success i will get rejected by the girl and i don like the feeling of being rejected by people, i might lose another friend too. well , since my friend are all convincing me to go on, i will give it a try , but i do really wanted to let it go now. this is my problems i can have good feeling with a girl easily but when it comes to loves thing i am not sure. what i do sure is something more than mission impossible, maybe the chances of meeting that girl again is 0.0000000001%, and even is 0.0000000001% i do really hope this happen.
wait, i think it is better to forgot about it first and think about should i go to meet her or not.. hmm...hard decision?... not hard, just think about it when i wake up and see hows things going on..

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