it has been awhile since i left here blanked, but now i have return , with hurts, with scars, with sadness, with broken heart, without love.
today is a day full of emotional, i am really so stress , i am so worried, i am scare, i am thinking negativity.
it start from yesterday 5:05pm when i sms her and couldn't reach her, i have wait n wait, worry to worrys, scare to fear. i maybe had make the things goes crazy, but it all for your safe-ness. i would do anything to make sure u are fine. because of me pushing the panic button and spread influence, everyone is worry for her as well, im sorry. im sorry for making everyone u know looking for u , im sorry to disturbed ur life.
actually i always have a question wanted to ask u , but i am not dare to ask, because i may not able to handle the pain. still i will keep worrying u, but i might have forgotten that my status is different, im not ur BF anymore, i shouldn't had disturbed ur life going on. and im sorry for all the hurts i gave u that lead us to what we are right now.
am i going to give up ? im not sure, but this is the first time i hang on for so long, is a good thing after all. but still after today incident, i have no idea what we will be in the future, i love u and i always do, my love for u is never-ending loves.
Evelyn Tew Sheau Wei, I Love YOU from my deepest hearts, i hope we can begin again.
i miss holding ur hand and walk-around, i miss ur smile, i miss saying i love u everytimes i fetch u back, i miss everything from u. I, Woon Thong Jian (TJ) will always loves you Evelyn, hope our loves is never-ending.
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