WHYY!!!

why why whyy!!! i wanted to celebrate ur birthday with you soooo much! but u just rejected me>_<
im soo sad ~ because i feels like u trying to avoid going out wif me, either the concerts, if not because of we have bought the ticket i guess i can hardly go out wif u alrd.
i dont know what to say, i just saw the fb n u r outing with others guys n celebrating ur bday, im so sad that im not the one be with u there to celebrate wif u. T_T i just feels like crying, do u know how much i wish to celebrate wif u, do u really knows tat?! i just feels like being left out by her, im so sad! i wanted to celebrate ur bday wif u sooo badly! >_< why cant i!!!!! why must be HIM! who is celebrating wif u dam it ! I HATE HIM!
im soo serious about you! i care! everything ! i care for you, n yet im now feelings liek being treated like i dont know what its @_@
im seriously emo here, i have no idea what kind of feeling am i having now=_= sadness? dissapointment? angry? unhappy? not willing to?! i truly have a combination of all of this feeling in my heart now, i n have no idea what to do over here.
actually at this point, i suppose to be very happy or at least enjoy, because i just finished all the assignment and presentation! whats left is exam only. but im truly having a combination of negetive feeling inside me! i dont like it ! dam ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i wanna cry! T_T
n of cause there are words that i wanted to say to u ,
Happy Birthday Evelyn, I love you with all my heart, and wishes you all the best.