I feels like...

i feels like calling her, feels like asking how she's doing there, is there anytime we can meet up or something like tat. i find it very hard to control myself already, i cant stop myself missing her, i cant stop myself from thinking of her, n i cant stop of dreaming about her, last night i had dream something related to her again lolz. dam im like addicted to her, seriously i feels myself could live without her. im so in love with her, although at this time she might being with another guy alrd, but i still couldnt stop myself from loving her. i love her too much n its beyond her imagination. i just wanted to be with u evelyn, if i call u would u pick up? i dont wanna heard that tone until the operator speak up again, my heart couldn't takes anymore damage now, im so fragile. would u come out wif me if i ask? im scare of u always answering "see how first" i will be hurt by those words. would u just say yes? for me? i know u r having a sad times there, i pray hard for u so that u can be release, i pray hard for ur health, i pray hard for u to be happy everyday, i pray hard for u to think about me sometime, n give me a warm sms i will be grateful! happy mooncake festival, i still love u evelyn ~