Something i saw on facebook

你可以沉默不语，不管我的着急；
你可以不回信息，不顾我的焦虑；
你可以将我的关心，说成让你烦躁的原因；
你可以把我的思念，丢在角落不屑一顾..
你可以对着其他人微笑，你可以给别人拥抱，
你可以对全世界好，却忘了我一直的伤心。
你不过是仗着我喜欢你，而那，却是唯一让我变得卑微的原因..

this is exactly what am i feels for the past months, and this is what i always wanted to tell her as well, but i never had a chance. anyway it's all over (i hope its over because i seriously couldn't bear with all these hurts, sadness, sorrow, and tears) sometime when i am listening to some sad song, i always been thinking about u, what we have done before, what i did, what u do, and there comes my tears. i couldn't stop myself from thinking about that nor those tears i fall. i know, for a guys that keep crying seriously a shame, but what can i do? u hurt me too deep , too hard, too much. indeed, i am emotional person, and now my emotional goes even worst. i can't tell will i be an psycho later if my emotions continue unstable. :-(

its 2am, and i have not even a mood to sleep , but either to do anything, anything others than... thinking about u ?